dis morning i was woken up by mrs lai.. yes dats our comm skills teacher.. she called me jus to tell me dat we hv lesson as a cls dis comin wednesdae.. so it will be 12-3 instead of de normal 12.45-1.30 for my grp.. so boring.. tried to slp back but i cant.. so i woke up n started preparing to go to work.. haiz.. was nearly late.. cos forgot to bring pen.. den had to go back hse to take.. thus miss 1 bus.. waited so long for de next lo...

den finally reach.. dunno y i was still early.. met jaren at de mcdonald.. so we go up together.. haiz.. 2 weeks nv work le.. kip doin rong tings.. n its like de worst work dae of mine man.. got customers kip ordering tings dat i hv nv seen b4.. so i dunno where to put de order sheets.. in de end make de area manager angry.. haiz.. but he nv scold me la.. he jus told me to ask other ppl where i was suppose to put those order sheets.. had 1 hr break wif jaren.. ate dinner den went back.. dats wen my leg started to ache.. haiz.. oways work will lidat one.. but during work wen i tink of dat special someone i will continue.. haha.. yes its true.. we din hv debriefing again!!! haha.. second time since i started workin le.. u all mus thank me man.. u all kip sayin everydae got debrief de.. but i onli work 7 daes n theres oready 2 daes w/o debriefing le.. woohoo... den went hm le...

wen i pass by TP i was wondering wad u were doin.. ur fren told me u all waitin for supper n bath.. i kinda worried for u becos it was so late n u all were still not slpin.. mus be tiring but fun la.. heard u all had a fun dance b4 dat.. haha.. hope i could join man.. but anw wen i pass by TP i was like hoping i could c u.. but its jus too bu ke neng.. y would someone stand at de gate at 12am.. so ya.. was lookin at de lights comin frm de sports hall.. u all are there.. wanted to visit u.. haiz.. u r goin hm tmr.. wish i could c u online.. n tok to u.. miss u lotsa...

2 more daes to new yr.. so sian.. dun tink i will hv any frens to go out wif.. all bz wif their own frens.. damn boring.. even u oso go out wif own frens.. haiz.. shall isolate myself on new yr dae.. =( dunno y i sometimes feel i very lonely.. y do u all hv such gd sec frens.. n me its like i m nothin to my sec frens.. jus a normal fren dats it.. all go out wif own frens or wif each other.. so darn fuckin shit...

todae woke up quite early compared to de time i slept yesterdae.. obviously it was not enuff slp but my body jus woke up n cant slp anymore.. den played com for a while.. kannan called me n plan de time for goin out.. suppose to meet at 1.. but at 12.50 i was still playin game cos i din notice de time.. so i called him n changed to 1.30 n faster went to prepare.. haha.. was realli rushing man...

den went to meet kannan at tampines MRT.. den we went cineleisure to meet lulu n thiong hwee.. went k box despite me not havin enuff money.. haha.. sing sing sing.. we went in at abt 2.15 lidat.. den ard 5 plus i actualli fell aslp inside de rm k.. n they were still singing.. omg.. such a slpy pig.. den ard 7 i woke up.. they still singing.. kannan help me pay half but i still hv to return him de money la.. den we went off at ard 7.30...

went to hv dinner at long john.. lulu treated me dinner.. such a gd fren.. haha.. feel kinda weird.. no one's ever treated me meals b4.. den we went hm le...

someone's at camp.. hope all de best for her.. great daes for her.. may god bless her durin dis 3 daes.. how i wish i could go to sch n visit her.. but den dun even noe where r they cos its like so many ppl la.. anw jus wish her gd luck.. hope nothin unfortunate happens to her.. -wishes-

yoz everyone.. hi...

I was jus thinkin deep abt de recent tings dats happening to me.. haha.. so emo rite.. dun luff at me k.. haha.. ya.. as some of u noe i was recently obsess wif someone.. yeap.. its u.. haha.. den i jus tink dat even time is not enuff for me to progress wif u.. i jus hope dat my feelings r reciprocated.. ya.. cos i m not in a teeny weeny bit sure abt u.. haiya.. realli very emo sia.. nvm.. since i start shall continue.. haha.. (-.-#).. i jus wan u to noe dat u r special in my life.. nv like b4.. n i promise i will marry u if i ever get de chance.. like wad u wanna do.. i promise jus like de promise.. it will happen unless de sun rise frm west n people rise frm de dead if i ever get de chance.. i will b workin hard frm now on.. no more ASB.. haha.. aiya.. kinda dunno wad i tokin le.. nvm.. jus kip continue.. jus hope dat blur face will c dis.. dis statement of mine.. n pls believe me.. n hope there's someone up there blessing me.. -hopes- *blessed*..

happi.. shalala.. its so nice to be happi.. shalala...

i dunno wad happen to me.. i did somethin dat i was suppose to hv stop doin few months ago.. n i did it again tonite.. hope i dun get worse even tho i will still continue doin it.. jus occasionally i suppose.. orite.. goin to slp le.. tmr hv to go sch for TTO project...

yesterdae had POM mid-sem test.. was quite ok.. hope i can pass.. finally exams r over.. no more studying..... until de end-sem test of course.. ok.. during de exam time.. i was shocked wen i c a guy leave after half n hr.. so i started to write fast n kept racking my brain for answers.. finally i left at 9.49.. one minute b4 de time whr no one could leave anymore...

den after dat went to PS to watch "The Promise" wif joycey pammy jaren n shi hui.. reach there realli early at ard 12 plus.. n we took de 3.20 movie.. so dat 3 hrs we went to hv lunch n walked ard PS.. i finally saw jessica working there.. haha.. kept my promise dat i will visit her one dae.. ya.. ok.. PS got lots of nice clothes but too bad all very expensive haha.. ok.. den we went arcade.. actualli wanted to play de.. but in de end dunno y everyone nv.. sad.. den follow joycey buy present for someone dunno who de.. den we went to carrefour to buy our essential items for a movie.. i bot 2 bottles of drink n 4 sushi.. long time no eat sushi le.. but still dun miss them cos work oso can c.. haha.. de movie was nice.. very nice love.. n very nice fighting.. haha...

den after movie we met candice n chap at PS.. den walked past my best fren's hse.. haha.. walked to somerset MRT to meet maltidadada.. den we went straight to marina ba to hv steamboat dinner le.. was damn smoky n de smoke was like blowing towards me n pam.. dats y i smell of chicken.. bleahz.. pui.. after steamboat we walked all de way frm marina bay to times square n suntec.. it was a whole freakin 1hr 45min walk alright.. but amazingly i din felt my legs were tired.. its onli after we reach suntec dat i felt my legs numb.. den we went joaquim to buy drinks haha.. auntie mui eng so gd.. close le still let us buy.. den we went hm le...

Argh.. y cant my mom jus shut up.. sometimes she jus tok too much wen ppl r frustrated.. n wen she's frustrated me n my bro r suppose to b there to listen to her problems n let her scold.. i hv my own problems n rite now i m tryin my best to study POM n there she is nag nag nag.. seriously headache.. complain here complain there.. like its my problem i m born into dis family.. everythin oso my fault.. like wtf la.. ccb.. seriously headache.. cant continue studyin le.. or rather cant start cos i haven even start studying yet.. i gettin serious headache becos of her naggings.. small tings oso wan nag.. fuck la.. oready told her i got headache cos dunno where to study for POM n where to start.. she still nag nag nag like some piece of shit.. fuck la.. now i jus gonna read thru de whoe fuckin bk n go to slp.. fuck everyone...

Realised I havent been blogging recently.. maybe its cos of de exams dat i m so bz studyin.. maybe its becos i hv nothin to blog abt.. lotsa maybes...

Dis few daes I hv not been feeling happi becos of some tings some ppl sae or do.. I jus dun like it.. maybe its i too emo.. bein too suspicious of certain tings.. but theres oso one ting i shld b happi abt becos frm todae onwards.. i can tok to someone more.. haha.. ya so...

todae jus finish econs exam.. was quite ok.. hopefully i can pass cos i tink i can.. if not will b so saddening.. n tmr is POM paper n i haven even start studying n here i m blogging...

tmr me n my frens r gonna go for movie.. but so sad ya.. den after movie will go for steamboat dinner at marina.. aiya.. no mood to blog now le.. feeling so disappointed in life...

ya ok shall blog abt todae.. dis mornin i went to sch feelin damn happi.. was goin to go to de cls rm wen i remembered dat pam they all meetin at business entrance there.. so ya walked all de way to de lift n went to lvl 2 to meet them.. saw char n pz there.. so went to sit dwn.. kinda high in de mornin so i was like greetin them gd mornin.. haha.. den after dat jian li came den pam den xian came...

we went up to de cls rm n there was like not enuff space so i had to sit inside inside wif chap they all.. xian n char nv tok to me one lohz.. i was left out there.. so i onli talked to chap candice n shi hui.. first time felt so lonely in cls.. maybe last time got b4 but i was still ASB so din care much.. ya so completed de biz stats work den left cls.. we went biz park to buy chicken pie to eat cos realli damn hungry.. den went to engin sch for econs lecture...

lecture ended.. i followed emy's grp to ITAS to hv lunch.. den they discussed project there.. den after dat i went to TM wif shi n emy.. walked ard TM n CS b4 goin to watch chicken little wif shi.. damn funny movie.. haha.. cheered me up abit after dis 2 daes.. den we went hm le...

Ok.. Dis 2 daes hv been kinda hell for me.. Maybe its my sins dat hv brought dis to me.. I shall go to CHC dis sundae.. pray for god's forgiveness n pray for my well-being...

somehow or rather.. my ASB is starting to come back.. I noe ppl dun like it.. i dun like it either.. its jus some temperamental condition which i will switch to n will switch back to normal once i feel more relaxed in life.. so sometimes my frens oways tink its because someone angers me or wadever.. but actualli its because i feel stressed up in life.. i dun wanna sae dat to my frens face to face because i feel rather ps to jus tell them dat.. ya.. so i tink humans tmr jus dun provoke me or do tings dat i will buay song or wadever.. sry for de inconvenience.. jus giv me a dae.. i will change for de better...

Yesterdae went for POM tutorial in de morning.. den was so suay.. had to stay outside de cls rm wif MC n sylvia.. den msg pam tell her faster come if not i will be lonely to death.. den she replied n said they were meeting at second level den come up.. ok.. wads worse is dat they meet everydae there n i onli noe until now.. so i jus wait for them to come.. mean while de teacher came n unlocked de cls rm door.. so MC n sylvia went inside first.. den i was inside de staircase area so din noe but i heard their loud voices so i knew de teacher came.. so jus went inside n wait for them.. den i arranged de chairs so dat later my grp n chaplin's grp got place to sit.. ya...

After tutorial we went Mensa to hv lunch.. we go there almost every fridae cos pam n malty cant eat meat on fridaes n there got prata.. worse was dat we saw MC at Mensa.. we saw them at Mensa last fridae too.. so suay.. tink they oso got dat routine.. but lucky everytime we sit diff place.. they oways at mensa 2 while we at mensa 1.. so ya ate lunch.. somethin funny happened while ordering food.. shall not sae since i promised not to.. after havin lunch we were like tokin.. den i asked charmaine n charlene whether they goin for POM lecture.. den they said dunno.. cos last week they left early den if dis week skip they will feel guilty.. so i saw charmaine took out her POM bk.. den i remembered for dat dae's lecture there's 4 pages full of words.. so we onli nid to read frm there.. so i told pam pz joy malty to jus skip lecture n go to our scheduled destination: Bugis Village.. ya so they agree...

in de end we were walkin towards de bus stop den suddenly they were discussin abt k-box.. den pz said go marina square k-box since she will b workin there later.. ya so we changed our destination n went to marina square k-box instead.. den i called jaren n told him abt de details.. den he said he wanna go too.. ok so we r bad frens who encourage ppl to skip lecture la.. haha...

Dis was taken wen we r on de MRT on de way to City Hall.. Joyce took de pic for us so she's not inside...

We walked past pz workplace: Pariss.. den we saw de reindeer pz was tokin abt in sch.. so we took a pic of it.. its like so ugly haha.. dun even look like a reindeer...

Dis is wen we were inside k-box rm 10 i tink.. i m feedin a baby:malty de baby.. pam n jaren r mama n papa.. i m fairy godfather.. haha...

ya so joyce n jaren r actin cute as u all can c.. den i m de lao da.. hugging all my xiao di.. haha.. malty is so small so she is de xiao xiao di.. ok lame.. i noe i m lame.. but cant help it.. giv me a wheelchair.. argh.. -falls dwn-

Pz left halfway to go to work.. we were havin fun inside.. haha.. malty did rock-climbing inside de rm.. i was havin cough so din sing very gd.. but anw.. oways dun hv gd voice so everytime sing oso not gd haha...

den after k-box we went walkin ard marina square.. saw pz givin out balloons at her workplace.. haha.. dunno y she can work so happily even tho she's so tired everytime.. den we tok to her a while den went inside action city to look at toys la.. me jaren n pam were havin a hard time tryin to tink of a present for de christmas exchange.. haha.. i oready got an idea of wad to buy.. goin to buy wif jaren tmr after work at bugis.. while at action city wen me n jaren were lookin at de cute n lovely monkeys.. we saw MC.. jaren din believe pam wen she said they were here.. haha.. den was so surprised.. so joyce n malty said hi to them.. me n jaren turn ard n look at them den turn back to de monkeys again.. pam walked away sayin dun wan to pollute her eyes.. she went to pariss to look for pz.. pz said she was so suay oso.. n she actualli had to giv them a pink balloon since they requested for it.. Stu-pid.. den they run to me n jaren n started to disturb us.. askin y we ignore them.. den me n jaren was like okok hi hi hi.. practically sayin hi to them.. den i walked away to another section.. after a while they walked away to another place.. who cares...

Ok.. after dat we walked ard lookin at accessories clothes n toys.. den went esplanade look for amy.. she's workin at a cafe there.. very class cafe.. expensive oso.. den jaren wanted to go hm.. so we walked him to de MRT along city link.. den we went to raffles link n hv dinner.. walked ard again.. den we went hm.. went to tampines starbucks wif joyce to buy frappucino.. i bot hazelnut coffee frap.. ya.. den went hm le...

"Rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."

1) I hv been dreamin dis few daes.. n they r reali so weird n funny

2) I don't eat vegetables except broccoli cauliflower kang kong long bean n those dat r cooked in soup as they hv no vege taste

3) I oways sae n do lame tings which r not funny but ya as i said i m lame

4) Me n jaren r gays

5) I enjoy lookin at girls wif jaren

the next lucky 5 are...lucinda, Joyce, Emy, Cecilia, Li Shi

Dis is a candid shot taken wen i was doin de chicky dance as a punishment for losing a game.

jus realised i din blog for almost one whole week.. haiz.. anw dis whole week din do much interesting tings.. few words to sum up dis week:" School, Projects and christmas plannings".. ya.. so actualli me n jaren were goin to quit Sakae sushi but in de end he got persuaded by the area manager n i got persuaded by him.. ya so din quit.. but i next time will surely work lesser daes as in daes where i do not hv to rush or wen i dun feel tired.. recently becos of rushing between school n work i fell sick.. terrible head ache all de time.. wif flu cough n slight fever.. haiz.. anw.. i learnt how to do billing n take a few orders at Sakae le.. so was quite satisfied i didnt quit in de end.. haha.. so contradicting rite.. ya den jaren sae next sem de area manager allow him to work at sentosa Sakae.. but i dunno abt me.. cos i m still a new staff.. so maybe they dunno abt me all dis.. den maybe wun approve me go sentosa work oso.. so c how first.. if cant den i quit le..

dis morning went to TP TCC for some stupid NE talk.. its abt sustainability.. i din listen throughout de whole talk.. was listening to music, reading joyce's mag n watchin de gal in front playin her laptop.. de talk ended in abt 1 hr n 30 min.. den after dat we ate like nobody's business at de refreshment area.. they dropped leftovers on de ground n instead of pickin it up.. we were jokin abt it.. omg.. den after dat everyone left onli left me joyce n pam.. we went citylink to hv our lunch.. joyce wanted to go KFC but i dun wan cos i sick.. dun feel like eatin fried food.. i had porridge.. den after dat we went TM giordano to look at clothes.. den jus walk ard TM since joyce will onli start work at Bugis Bossini at 1.45.. a while more den me n pam took 27 to sengkang n change to 88.. i went to grandma hse while she went hm.. so sian.. got more sick at my grandma hse...