todae is Deepavalli.. its a public holidae.. but here i m spendin my whole dae at hm alone.. my brother went malaysia last sundae.. n my mom went to taiwan dis mornin.. all leave me alone at hm.. damn borin.. my brother comin back dis thursdae but fridae he goin overseas again.. den both of them comin back on 11 Nov.. which is one week after i start sch.. i will hv to do everythin myself.. go to sch feelin lonely.. haiz.. i got dis stupid feelin.. damn sian.. now i regret everytime wish i hv freedom.. now i hv de freedom but i dun like de feelin.. lonely.. i m so lonely...